Rough Edges :(

  

 At times like this ,i keep thinking of the rights ,the wrongs ,the good and the bad. But i end up getting all wrapped up inside wondering why in the world  amd i doing this to myself when life can be much easier if i had planned things properly.

Stick to the Original :)

Learning New Things :)

Fasting month has already begun! :) Guess what! IM FASTING TOO! Im learning this culture :D Its an interesting way of putting it together :) But my friends are all fasting so why not i fast too :) kan? It'll be something different all year round :) Tomorrow is monday and its my first day :) Sadly im skipping school so i wont be with my friends to fast but nvm :) Its a fresh start :DD

I Wont Give Up..

The song that makes my heart and soul a little light <3<3<3 Its a song for you :)

MTV World Stage 2012 :D

 Went for MTV World Stage 2012 today! It was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!! Went there with my brother :) We were there at 2.30 and we entered at 3.30 the crowd was easily 15,000 people :D We were there from 3 to 7 waiting for the concert to start :D SEMANGAT WAS ON!!!!!! n i was soooo excited! At 6.30 ,BIEBER CAME ON STAGE AND ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Then ,he strted with "Baby' and he was like "who wants to be my baby??" we were screaming and jumping and OMG he is SOOOO CUTE! Then he sang 'As Long As You Love Me' ..."All Around The World" ..."Die in your arms" and then after that he asked us all if he could be our boyfriend AND WE WERE LIKE HELLL YEAHHHH U CAN!!!

 He said "Its really hot in here" ,"The girls are hot in here too" ARGHHHH HE CALLED US HOT! whoooooosh i can die thinking bout it! I met anjali when i was leaving. I touched his guitar pick! yayyyyyy and his signature on my wrist babyyyyy! :D I will never forget today! 14/7/2012 THANK YOU! :DDD

Bestie's Sweet 16

 Its not everyday ur best friend turns 16 right? It was Kirthana's birthday! MY BESTIEEEEE <3 and she had a dinner gathering thing at Pormtip Thai at Era Walk and it was super fun! Made new friends :) Kit ,Dev ,Su ,Adeline ,and Liz :)) I became close to Liz :) She is more like me ,the hyper type :)) Kir's cake was harry Potter :D and i fed her actually having the intention of smashing cake but nahh i was good that day and she BIT my finger! PAYBACK next year! We played truth or dare and she was dared to BITE MY NOSE which she did :D hahhahah then we snapped pics here n there and lepaked all the way till 11 and the night ended for me :)) It was an awesome night :))

The Little Things...

Teri Meri :'(

Teri Meri Meri Teri Prem Kahani Hai Mushqil

MIXED UP! :(

I know we dont have anything that used to be known but why ,why do i feel jealous when i see you talking to other girls ,why do i feel like killing you when i read u commenting on other girls pictures calling them cute ,why do i feel the urge of asking you that WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TRYING TO PROVE!? Im not the kinda girl who actually shuts up and waits for you to tell her whats going on. Im the jealous type ,as far as i know ,im already jealous. Idk if me being jealous is good thing or is it just unnecessary but i feel it and its like ur making it happen even more kinda thing. Telling me that you love me doesnt really say that you do because somehow ,i dont know if i can trust you again. The way i look at your face and the way we talk on the phone is veryyyy differnt! Infront of me ur all so quiet and u never come near or say anything but thru the phone ,u have a million things to say! U keep saying u love me and i really dunnno how to react to that because i am still thinking whether or not to trust you :( I need you to tell me that do you love me? I mean do u reallly realllly really love me to be in a relationship with me? Or are u just fooling around waiting for someone else ,and ur just playing a fool with what i have for u? I just need to be sure. Having my heart broken a lot isnt what i want now. All i want is not to have my heart broken. I want to make sure  i make it right this time. I dont want to end up hurt and dissapointed again. Im over that! I want to feel secure ,i want to feel that you're mine and i want to know that you love me as much as i love you :(