A New Look...

Here it is ladies and gentlemen...The new look that i have...hahaha...Im really happy with this look...It makes me look like the small girl i've been wanting to be...All of a sudden ,this new look changes everything..I feel free..:)The old look reminded me of what i was previously and all those memories with it. But this new look is the new me!! Im satisfied with it and guess what!..People likes it too!!!...:)...What do you think people??

The Original's

The Original's

Original Me ;)

 Laveen :)

Choral Speaking Nonsense!

My once upon a time mistake...

My once upon a time is all gone....i met someone who became apart of me for a long time. Until i felt so comfortable with that person ,it ended when that person met someone new. Seriously! WTH!...Ok la...i dont really care bout the i'll be with you forever kinda thing....and i can never imagine me being with someone other than you and all that crap....I dun give a Damn!....U actually accepted the fact that we were over without even telling me...And texting to do so is so JERK-ISH....cmon la...Be a man n face it....anyways...U said im still your best friend like i used to...what happen to that??....Dont i have the rights to gossip with you too....There is another thing that ur changing....whats the point of being my friend...Well ,guess what!! I dun wanna be your best friend anymore...I'd rather be your hi bye friend...I heard you're proposing to someone on her birthday....When i asked you what are you up to?...what you said...nothing much!...Wei ,honestly...dont i need to know as well ,as it is gave me the "Best Friend" status right?...Then...Why never tell?...I had to find out from other people first before actually hearing you say it...Well..i have news too...I have someone in my life too...and i dont need you. It's just a waste of my time and tears...Its not like you ever cared. Even after everything ,i still cared but you remained heartless. I've decided ,since you dont seem to care anymore neither will i care. Well ,you're making a mistake of your life....choose someone wisely.. I made a mistake saying "yes" to you....I realised it already...Well i met someone who i never regret being with and never will i regret also. Live a Happy Life.... :) and im living MY HAPPY LIFE!

I Will Be.....:'(

I Will Be

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain ,the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye
And now I know how far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time i'll never let you go

I will be all that you want
And get myslef together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life ,I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that i had everything
I didnt know what life could bring
But now i see ,honestly
You're the one thing i got right
The only one i let inside
Now i can breathe cause you're here with me

And if i let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause i will never let you go

I will be all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life ,I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Cause without you I cant sleep
Im not gonna ever let you leave
You're all i've got ,you're all i want

Yeah and without you ,I dont know what i'd do
I could never ever live a day without you
Here with me ,do you see ,you're all i need?

And i will be all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I'll be with you forever

To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I will be all that you want
And get myself together

Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life ,you know i'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

                                                                                              by Avril  Lavigne

Choral Speaking...

7th April 2011 ,the day we had our choral speaking competition ,Well i was damnn nervous because we started off our rehearsals three weeks before the competition ,it was kinda messed up and very rushing....We tolerated people and so did people tolerate us...hahahhhaahahaha....It was a spectatcular competition. We had loads of fun and the worst part was during lunch ,the food that they gave us was chicken rice and ewwwww it was OILY!!...and fattening too..i really wished i was vege on that day but i was soo hungry because i missed breakfast. My best friend ,jamunaa,,she said "shut up and eat!" and "dont waste".....i said "alla ,but look at it ,so oily and alot of lemak" .She took it and fed me abit and said "see, was that so bad? No right? Now eat!"....I had to eat...hahahahahaha..but it was not bad oso....sedap la jugak,,,,,but berlemak like whoosh!!...hahahahahah i had a fantastic day.. I met my best friend and my so called Siamese Twin....her name is lavanya....We had a great time gossiping and many things la....hahhahahhah i miss her..i wish to see her soon too...hahaha for now...adious :)

My Dear Friend

Because existence can become severe
in one day,
just sense me and I'll be there.
In the minds eye,
I'm not so far away.
If you hold out your hand,
in the whispers,
I'll become the zephyr.
and besiege you.
If your eye's upon the stars,
in the crystalline darkness,
I'll become the moon.
And the light shall guide you.
If you rest upon the ground,
in the warmth,
I'll become the grass.
And embrace you.
If you turn outside,
in the wetness,
I'll become the rain.
An upon your forehead, kiss you.
If you free the air,
in the light of day,
I'll become the sun.
And smile for you.

Between the miles-
if you need me.
If you need a friend.
Let me be the friend, I want to be. 

this is for you dear friend :)