My Daddy My Best Friend

I love you paa!!... You are the best dad in the planet! Im damn lucky to have a dad like you u know or not paa?. You are the best person to bully because you are the only one who layan's me everytime i kacau....hahahahahahahahahaha. I love you papa!...Plus paa , you bought me a new phone this year! Whoosh!!!...My dream phone somemore. Thank You!!. Nowadays ,its you who i enjoy disturbing and fighting for no reason. Showing tongue all the time...hahahahahaha....Papa ,you are the best daddy in the world and you know it !

 Miracle Dad...

I know that I’m not perfect, and I’m sure you know that to,

But it means the world to know, that I can always talk to you...
 I am sure you didn’t expect all this, when you took me in to stay...

But you still loved me enough, that you did it anyway.

You always seemed so calm, when deep down you were so scared, 

And no matter how serious it was, you always seemed prepared.

I know I’m lucky to have you here, after all that you've been through,

And no matter what just happened, I can always say I love you... 

You always can forgive me, even when times get bad, 

And I’ll love you until the day I die, because you are my miracle dad!

2a.m Nonsense!

    hahahahaahahahaah its 2am and look at what we are doing...we are munching on mr.potato and water!!.. We had a great night today as usual..Well us an sleeping early ,we dong get along but us and sleeping at 4am are best of friends. We met people that we never thought we would...But it was an enjoyable night.. I love u balveen :) tonight was damn chun!!

 

Friendship...

- -  A friend is one who knows us, but loves us anyway

 - Don't walk in front of me,

   I may not follow. 

    Don't walk behind me, 

    I may not lead. 

   Just walk beside me and be my   friend.


"Who finds a faithful friend, finds a treasure." 

- The best way to destroy an enemy is to make him a friend

Dr Jekyll & Mr Hyde Drama Journey...

Hazziqa ,

syazana ,

durrah ,

syuhada ,

ieyca and p-nut

Rashid 

,ieyca ,

syuhada 

,p-nut

me ,ieyca ,pnut ,hazziqa ,durrah ,syuhada ,syazana

hanafi ,nasir

me ,ieyca ,pnut ,durrah ,syuhada ,hazziqa ,syazana

hanafi ,nasir

Nasir & P-nut

Izwan & Irfan

ieyca ,hanafi ,nasir ,syuhada

Me & Amoi

p-nut ,me ,ieyca

Laling's

The Gang :

me ,p-nut ,ana ,ieyca ,iera ,ummu

P-nut & me

Us & Mr.Utterson 

(dr.jekyll & mr. hyde drama)

Me & Mr.Utterson

(the drama)

Them & Mr.Hyde

Ana & Ieyca

 I love you girls and guys.. Ur my best friends and will always remain mine! :)

My class partner's

Izwan!! Irfan!!......hahahaha you guys make me smile from the time i reach school till i say bye at 2.40pm. Im lucky that i sit with the both of you and not with anyone else. You guys know whats happening and y'all help me in any way humanly possible. At times Izwan...your jokes make my stomach ache. They are hilarious and wow! you're good at em. Irfan...you are quiet but you are just like izwan at times. Hahahahahahaha you're both cute!. Plus..guys?...you do know that i act like a small kid sometimes especially when im bored. Irfan...i always snatch your pencil case because i get bored and sleepy sometimes in class. But you have that innocent face that makes me give it back to you.. EVIL!! hahahahahahahaha...im going to find a way to not fall for your innocent face..Too Bad :P!.....LOL...Izwan ,you're good at tricks too. I find you putting your foot to tip me sometimes but it doesnt work all the time.. does it? hahahaha well guess what izwan?.. Im learning to do the same tricks you do to me. We shall be the same. LOL...You both are the best class partners i could ever have. 7 A's is what we will get and together we celebrate with them all.. Kay?... hahahahahahaha bye guys! :P

Your Heart's Vacancy...

-Heart Vacancy-

I feel your heart cry for love,
But you won't let me make it right.
You were hurt, but I decided,
That you were worth the fight.
Every night, you lock up,
You won't let me come inside.
But the look in your eyes,
As I can turn the tide.

In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
I can tell you can fit one more.
In your heart, in your heart, in your heart,
I don't care who was there before.

I feel your heart cry for love,
Then you act like there's no room.
Room for me, or anyone,
"Don't disturb" is all I see.
Close the door, turn the key,
On everything that we could be.
If loneliness would move out,
I'd fill the vacancy. 

This ain't the Heartbreak Hotel,
Even though I know it well.
Those no shows, they sure tell,
In the way you hold yourself.
Don't you fret, should you get,
Another cancellation.
Give me a chance I'd make a,

Permanent reservation. 

P.S. I love you sayang :)

Cosmic Energy!... a.k.a Stupid Fun!

Today tuition was filled with FUN!! as usual it always is when there is the 2 best of friends attending it la..obviusly! hahahhahahahahaha.. Our teacher kinda showed us some cosmic pyramid thingy that has some positive energy on things... We asked that thing if we were to get 7A's in PMR and that thing gave us a YES as an answer! Believe it!!....hahahahaahahahahahahahaha i asked that thing if i would get back mt ex-boyfriend well it said YES but idk la...i shouldnt be that over-confident with all this crap also la....We were suppose to be doing our Maths when we started to on our music and while doing maths ,as usual when only do we do our work quietly?? hahahahahaha... she always asked for KIT-KAT from our teacher but he always forgets!! hahaha She bullies our teacher like to the max adn me too but still she loves me!! ahahaahahahaha i love her too!!....we call each other kutti at times and other times dog la...thats the common thing between us two but what to do...even our teacher cant put us far away... we somehow find way to sit near ,....hehehehehehe :D

"LaLing"

Today was damn whoosh!! I love my friends to the max! They are the best people in my life ,they're are always there for me and i know i can count on them no matter what. When im down and gloomy ,its them who brings the smile on my face. Well i recently broke up with the person who made me feel so precious. He broke my tiny heart into a million pieces without me knowing but its ok, i forgive him when he said sorry. Plus i cant hate him because i love him and will always be on his side no matter what happens! KK back to the topic! LOL....My friends doesnt make me miss him because the said i dont look good when im sad but they like it when im my gila-self...Im their "laling"(the word they call me, its actually darling). LOL...but they are always the best i have. If i do feel like crying ,its either they stop me or they will tell me to express myself until i feel better but im damn sure that they understand me more than anyone else can. They even feed me during recess and we switch foods and share...hahahahhahahahahaha.. Sistem Barter!!

 ...Being with them makes me feel precious because they care for me and they love me too!! I love you guys too!!!.... 

I miss you!!

Reena!! I miss you...We met when we were 9 and on the first day of school ,everyone came to me saying "lavi lavi there is a new girl and she looks just like you" and all i said was "really ,hahahaha maybe she is punjabi la but she doesnt look like me la"...We all waited patiently for your arrival to our class. I saw you walking in and took a seat beside someone. We all said that you looked just like me. Siamese-Twins kot!!... hahahah...I became your friend after a while .:)...You then became my best friend that i always am with. Even when we fight a little bit oso. We always make up sumhow. We are inseperable too ..hahaha.We hung out alot. Sleepovers ,after school i used to go to your house or vice-versa and many more!.. A day came to where i had to shift right?. Well ,it ended all of our fun at once when i shifted. But you were the first best friend of mine who stayed with me in my new house for the first time. We had a wonderful night filled with nonsense and all the naughty things small girls would do. But it was damn bloody hell hard to wake up the next morning for school!!...hahahahahahaha. After a while i stopped schooling with you. It was really sad that i had to leave all my girls behind and find new ones. I was really happy with the girls i have though as they were the best in the world but now that i've met new ones. I feel that i do miss my girls before more than my new ones that are different. Reena!! the last we met was last year diwali! I miss you....haiyoo...when am i seeing you again??. I wanna hang out for weeks with you and with the others too. Cant wait for that day to come. I miss you Reena! Love you lil-sis :D   XOXOXO

BFF's 4EVER

you'r my friend and that is true,
but the gift was given from me to you.
we went thru moments that were good and bad,
even moments that were happy and sad.
you supported me when i was in tears,
we stuck together when we were in fear,
its really sad that it had to be this way,
but it has reached its very last day.
miles away cant keep us apart

'cause you'll always be in my heart.

Fun & Drama

Hahaha ,it was a few days ago that we went to S'pore. It was a super fun-filled trip. We had a lot of fun and had drama to go with the flow too..hahah. We sat at the back seat and was with our camera snapping pictures here and there as usual. Our mum's kept telling us that we are always either on the phone or with the camera. We are teenagers after all aint i right?. Hahahahaha.. well we started with the gossiping. We alwasy do but this time it was more than interesting...mhmmmm!!. We then started listening to music and snapping pictures. Everyone turned and faced us and shook their head..We giggled and continued anyway. :D .All of a sudden ,out of nowhere ,a random fight started. It was kinda fun too!!. We didnt talk to each other for a while but eventually made up because we are inseperable. We then started our next day when we wore the same Tee and went to ViVoCity. I was so wow'ed by the mall. It was spectacular. I love shopping and looking at this mall. I wished i had a million dollar credit card to swipe everywhere...hahahaha.. We walked around and saw many things that was so wonderful. We even ate Ben&Jerry ice-cream (YUM!!)...We entered a few stores and whenever we couldnt buy what we wanted. We usually take it to the dressing room ,try it out and than snap snap!!..But this time ,for the 1st time in my life's history ,we didint do such because the dressing rooms were full :(.. But we said lets try the next one. LOL....It was super fun. During lunch. We saw these few cute european dudes. They were so cute!!.. There was a guy and he was so muscular and he looked at us and smiled ..:)..hahahahaha..our mums were like. stop staring at them !!..hahahahahaha. We had the times of our lives at that place. I cant wait to see balveen again soon. When are u coming here?? I miss gossiping with you and i also miss chit chatting late nights too...hahahahaha cnat wait to see you again (kutti) hahahah  sorry sorry...hahahahahaaha

A story to remember...

It was the mid of october when i first met u. I wasnt really that interested at first but my girls told me that if u would talk to me and if u were to get close to me ,i should agree because they said that you might be the best one for me. I agreed to that. They planned many ways for me to get to know you. I kept meeting you at functions. Saw u noticing from a distance. I even caught a glimpse of you smiling and it looked so sweet. :).

Days ,weeks ,even months passed. My family adored you. I started knowing you.Became your best friend. Shared everything. One day ,on the 11/04/2010 ,you proposed. I agreed as i was waiting for you to propose. We got together and was very happy with each other. We talked online ,we even talked the whole day even when there is nothing to talk about. People was curious as they ask "You guys talk from morning till night""What do you guys talk about all day?". I say "whatever we talk about ,its always the main thing i smile every morning till night when i close my eyes". We then use to meet at weddings and many more. Things became interesting for us. I really enjoyed being with you. With you ,i feel different as you told me things i never believed in. You said i could smile all day and it would make you happy to see me smile. You even said that i looked good without make-up. A few months passed but we were as happy as anybody else. :).

We then reached the month of June. It was one of the nights where i stayed back with my cousins at their place. You were there. I was happy to see you as i always am just to see you. we talked the whole night until 7am and didnt feel like shutting our eyes. I was really happy that i had someone who loved me for me.We split the next morning as i had to go home. We were both sad ,yes ,but we still never let the sadness get to us. Months passed after that and here it is ,Its been 10 months we were together. I was very happy with you and thought you were the best person who came into my life and changed everything humanly possible. Suddenly a moment came where you started ignoring me. You hung up on me and switched off your phone everytime i called. You never did reply my messages. It hurt alot to go through that. On valentines day ,i waited the whole day for your call to wish me but you didnt. I thought maybe you would be busy and didint have the time. But never did i see your gift coming to me 2 days later. Well ,2 days later ,i got a text from you saying that everything is over. :(.. I shattered in a million pieces as i didnt expect such a thing. I had my mind set that that was my valentines day gift. It was a sucky one but i got a gift at the end of the day. I cried for days and nights ,even weeks and even when you started ignoring me. I even cry now everytime i remember the moments we shared and things we used to do ,talk about ,and share. From the most smartest things to the most dumbest thing in the world we've done ,i miss them all very much.After loosing you ,i realise i do look good without make up.I even stopped using make up except for grand functions.I realise all the things you used to tell me and i didnt listen ,well they are all true and they all suit me the most.You knew me that well and i guess you were right abut everything from the beginning of our love story. I miss you still. But im happy having you as my friend than not having you at all. I still love you but i'll try not to show that i do. Everytime you walk in and out of my head ,it hurts so much that i enjoy it when you walk in but i drop dead to see you walk out. My friends say that one day you will know what i felt for you and maybe will understand but some people say that i should move on and let you go. Thats the problem ,i try and try to move on but everytime i do ,your memory just flows in my head that i cant move on. I wish things could be the way it used to. I wished we were still together and i wish one day i wake up and on that day i see you kneel down and propose to me once again.But for now ,its the beginning of a whole new chapter in my life as things start to change and take place....

worlds best person in my life :)

my wifey!! n me!! hahahahah

love!! (konon la)

the look alike aunt n niece :)

the best shot!

:(

-Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him

-Everyone tells me I should forget about you, you don’t deserve me. They’re right, you don’t deserve me, but  
I deserve you.
 
-love hurts when u break up with someone ,hurts even more when someone
breaks up wit u but love hurts the most when the person u love has no idea how u feel.